Author Archives: niemeyer18

Happy birthday Eloise! It’s hard to believe we have been through an entire year since you came into this world, surrounded by nothing but love. Our hearts were broken, our eyes full of tears, but only because we wanted to have you in our lives. Our world had been turned upside down just a coupleContinue reading “Happy Birthday Eloise!”

It’s been a few weeks since I’ve written, or felt compelled to write to you. I just learned though of another couple who just lost their baby boy. It sent me spiraling right back to that night we learned we’d lost you my peanut. I haven’t been blank stairs and stuck in a loop ofContinue reading “Bad Things Happen to the Best People”

It’s been a hard week and it’s only Wednesday. Monday sweet baby was not your due date but it was always the day you’d be arriving. Mommy was evicting you if you’d not decided on a more grand entrance prior to March 27, 2023. That day will forever be painful for mommy and daddy. IContinue reading “It’s easy to say God needed an Angel when he didn’t take yours”

Hey Eloise, It’s dad. When I came up with this idea to write you letters after you left us, I’d hoped I’d be able to do it more often than this. I hope I get to sit down more often and write to you, update you on how mom and I are doing, how muchContinue reading “A Father’s Grief…”

So how are we doing? Well the short answer is we’re doing okay, as good as anyone could expect us to be. Over the last month since burying Eloise we’ve been going to couples therapy with Heavens Gain Ministries. We took a trip to Las Vegas, have had a couple parents only date nights, andContinue reading “A Mom and Dad Update”

My Dearest Eloise, A month has passed since I learned you had gone. Everyday has been a challenge in some way. I think about you every day, sometimes most of the day and wish you were still here – that I was still pregnant, awaiting your arrival in a little over 6 weeks from now.Continue reading “One Month Has Passed Since I Found Out You Left Me”

To our sweet angel baby, Mommy and Daddy know you watch over us from the sky but we dedicate this blog to you – our healing journey, and a way to carry you with us forever. When 2023 began just a few short weeks ago, it was our resolution to start living again. After 4Continue reading “Words of Remembrance”